Sunday, June 28, 2009

public service announcement....

....i am socially awkward! i have no clue what is wrong with me. no idea. but it is driving me crazy. i guess it is better that i am bothered by this than not being bothered by it.

okay so here is the scenario. when i am in a group of people or around people that i semi-know, it is like i want to become invisible. i have no idea why, because really in the long run i am hurting myself by not allowing people to really know who i am and i am missing out on who they are. i am not allowing community to take place.

but for some reason, i can talk with strangers. complete strangers and not feel so awkward. it makes no sense to me.

so when you see this in me, slap me. just slap me and then give me a hug. have grace, patience and compassion on me as i work(struggle) through this.

1 comment:

Baby Williams said...

I guess we were always "strangers" to you- -you never seemed awkward to me! :)